Saturday, October 28, 2006
Day 28 Again

I have always felt this way - as long as I can remember. Glum and futile. There would be glimmers of serenity and dreams too. I think they were induced by romance or other persons, places and things. Has this been Lyme? I thought it was my psyche and selfhood. My sister thinks it is the Lyme and it began 20 years ago in my teens. I want to be hopeful.