Tuesday, November 21, 2006
Crow as Trickster
In Native American folklore, the crow is seen as a trickster.
It was an omen for me this morning. I did so very well for 2-3 days, experiencing calmness and sometimes joy. Yesterday, I did not need to take L-Theanine
to quell my anxiety. I was routinely taking 400-500 mgs per day. Ahhhhhhh, well there was a light. Today, I stumbled into some anxiety. It is no longer a tunnel, but perhaps a bridge overpass between two points. Some days it rains and some days there are crows in trees. Some days the sun warms the air and I can hear my own heart. I am almost at the two month mark with the IV Rocephin.
It was an omen for me this morning. I did so very well for 2-3 days, experiencing calmness and sometimes joy. Yesterday, I did not need to take L-Theanine
to quell my anxiety. I was routinely taking 400-500 mgs per day. Ahhhhhhh, well there was a light. Today, I stumbled into some anxiety. It is no longer a tunnel, but perhaps a bridge overpass between two points. Some days it rains and some days there are crows in trees. Some days the sun warms the air and I can hear my own heart. I am almost at the two month mark with the IV Rocephin.