Monday, December 18, 2006
Antsy Anxious Me
I woke up with anxiety on the pillow next to me. I was not sure if it was anxiety or fear. I asked, "which are you?" "And, will you be staying long?" No response. I acknowledged them and went on with some prayers. I wanted to face the neuroses squarely, stating you are here and so am I. I did not want to run to another event like prayer or meditation, without a hello.
It is an hour later and I feel them lingering about me. After my meditation and prayers, I no longer want to ignore them. I think we can all have tea together. Maybe that will suffice them and then they will go.
The Lyme Disease is keeping a presence in my life. Last evening, a general malaise came over my neck, tailbone and head. Today, these mental afflictions are milling about.
It is an hour later and I feel them lingering about me. After my meditation and prayers, I no longer want to ignore them. I think we can all have tea together. Maybe that will suffice them and then they will go.
The Lyme Disease is keeping a presence in my life. Last evening, a general malaise came over my neck, tailbone and head. Today, these mental afflictions are milling about.