Sunday, February 25, 2007
ANGER
It is 4 AM and here are my new symptoms. Being up at 4 AM. It has been 10 days since I stopped Tindamax. I feel foul. I am so angry at this illness. Not one of my days of gratitutde. IV rocephin for 5 months and this is it?
I am so angry at this illness. It coarses through my veins and today, for the first time, I do not want peaceful co-existence. I want to obliterate it.
I have been so focused on getting the cat's claw and andrographis every day that I have forgotten the St. John's Wart.
How could that have happened? Rather easily when there are 20 + bottles to manage.
Is that tipping the scales for me? I do not know. I am out of town and do not have that bottle with me. Just riding it out. Will run out to buy some tomorrow.
I am so angry at this illness. It coarses through my veins and today, for the first time, I do not want peaceful co-existence. I want to obliterate it.
I have been so focused on getting the cat's claw and andrographis every day that I have forgotten the St. John's Wart.
How could that have happened? Rather easily when there are 20 + bottles to manage.
Is that tipping the scales for me? I do not know. I am out of town and do not have that bottle with me. Just riding it out. Will run out to buy some tomorrow.
# posted by Lala @ 1:02 AM 
