Saturday, March 17, 2007
Gratitude on Lymenet
I feel that I am in the midst of a spiritual awakening. Fear and anger are a part of it too.
Although my values were in a good place before I started treating the Lyme, I know that I was attached to people, places and things. The more experiences I could add to my resume, the more ME I was. Today, I see the only thing which is not illusory is love and compassion.
Today, I can say I am still ME in the throes of this. I have fear and anxiety every day it seems. But I do not have to run. I can look at the Lyme and Babesia and say "there YOU are".
I am grateful for treating the Lyme and Babesia while it is still at this grassroots level...in its infancy stage. How else could I be blessed to meet such courageous angels...all the LLMDS and practitioners who risk their licenses and careers? And the folks who are in the trenches with me. Where else could I have found these extraordinary people? These are the people who I want to associate with for the rest of my life. They are FOR REAL.
I have learned to rely on other methods of healing, away from traditional, Western medicine. I have learned to rely on Mother Earth, again.
And faith, what else do I have but faith that this will pass? I really have no choice but to believe it or I die.
Although my values were in a good place before I started treating the Lyme, I know that I was attached to people, places and things. The more experiences I could add to my resume, the more ME I was. Today, I see the only thing which is not illusory is love and compassion.
Today, I can say I am still ME in the throes of this. I have fear and anxiety every day it seems. But I do not have to run. I can look at the Lyme and Babesia and say "there YOU are".
I am grateful for treating the Lyme and Babesia while it is still at this grassroots level...in its infancy stage. How else could I be blessed to meet such courageous angels...all the LLMDS and practitioners who risk their licenses and careers? And the folks who are in the trenches with me. Where else could I have found these extraordinary people? These are the people who I want to associate with for the rest of my life. They are FOR REAL.
I have learned to rely on other methods of healing, away from traditional, Western medicine. I have learned to rely on Mother Earth, again.
And faith, what else do I have but faith that this will pass? I really have no choice but to believe it or I die.
# posted by Lala @ 7:24 AM 
